What do you see when you look in the mirror?

I have never had a big self esteem, it has always been low. I don't like looking in a mirror. I hate the way I look and I don't see what everyone see's. I want to be able to see what people see, but I can't.
I'm not like other girls. I'm not pretty like other girls. I don't like my body compared to other girls. In all honesty, the way I am now, I hate myself. I just don't like anything about myself because I have nothing to like and it hurts knowing how bad it has gotten.