nothing. i am so thankful for my youth and childhood. i held on to my youth and what some might see as an innocent perception, although i was mature, and i am so happy that i let myself grow up without a pressure to. i look back on those times and dont wish i knew what i know now, perhaps because it is harder now as life is filled with many sorrows as well as joys. . . . but that perception and postion in life that you have when a child/young adult i doubt ever returns to you. therefore i do not wish anything different in terms of my life knowledge.